I'm struggling today to find peace within.  My life seems to be in turmoil and I'm having a tough time finding the "Now".

I know all my fears are caused by my thoughts, but I'm worried about my job and finances... it always seems to be the case lately when I am stressed about money.  I lost my job a few years ago and have been struggling ever since to find my way.  I do have a new job now that holds many promises in the future, but as I have seen... nothing is guaranteed.  I have put my heart and soul into it so far, but hte returns have not been as fruitful as I envisioned and it is bringing me down.  I am trying to stay positive and not fret.  My worries are keeping me from peace and I just want some clarity and direction to go in.  I am a little lost on my path, although I know it won't change, because whtever is out there will come anyway... I just want to know now and I guess that's what's keeping me from really living in the moment and just relaxing.

Any advice would be appreciated as I could really use it.